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| Thursday, July 29th, 2004 | | 4:55 am |
Adrian is back! WE'RE GETTING A YORKIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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| Saturday, July 24th, 2004 | | 9:48 pm |
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| Sunday, July 18th, 2004 | | 3:45 am |
It's really happening, I've found the one and we're going to get married.
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| Wednesday, July 14th, 2004 | | 7:48 pm |
So I am back from seeing annoying cousins run around until they have thrown up their lunchs, uncles that talk perversely and horrid manor to one another and grandmums who can't stop pinching your cheeks. Do I wish I were back there, well seeing as I'm back a week and a half early I highly doubt that. ...That prick better not have touched Adrian while I was gone, he has a bloody death wish if he did. Current Music: Lamb - What sound
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| Saturday, July 3rd, 2004 | | 10:26 pm |
*sigh* It's that time again, the summer *cringes* family get togethers, someone bloody kill me and fast. I'll be away in the countryside, I'll try to be around but I doubt I'll be back til the end of the month... ( ooc )
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| Friday, June 25th, 2004 | | 11:04 pm |
I have made many mistakes in the past ...and I don't think it's possible not to make any more I want to be with him, and I don't believe that's a mistake nothing you can say or do can make me believe that I'll stay with him forever, I hope he can be mine because I'm his
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| Wednesday, June 23rd, 2004 | | 7:23 pm |
hmm well I'm back, well moreso then before. I should be leaving for the country side in a few weeks, family thing, I'll try to be around as much as possible before I go
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| 6:59 pm |
It's sweet, to others it may be unreal, but it's sweet
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| Sunday, May 9th, 2004 | | 11:38 pm |
because I've been in hiding
I haven't been around, I'm not too sure how much I want to be around anymore, the country with its nothingness seems quite preferable to the melodrama here and there... I just wish I could whisk away one of you and keep you in hiding with me, secluded from all life other than our own, but hey wishs and dreams are only meant to be broken and crushed... Disclaimer
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| Saturday, April 10th, 2004 | | 10:27 am |
I am so afraid to hurt people, so afraid that I haven't changed, maybe everyone else was right maybe I should stay away from him, I couldn't bare to hurt him again... but I love him so much, there's not much that keeps me here other than knowing he may still feel something for me, that I'm his and he's mine. I love him, but that changes nothing, redeems nothing, so is it nothing? is my love for him nothing? ( Gabriel )...I love him Current Mood: unlovedCurrent Music: Lamb - Gabriel
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| Thursday, March 18th, 2004 | | 3:28 am |
Well I'm back from the country... and yeah, any of you buggers miss me? ...probably not, but that's okay. I need to talk to a few people, this is really really really important... mainly just ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif) jordan_price and gareth_davies. Other than that I'll be around so if anyone wants to IM me I'm "get real ben"... see you around blokes... Current Music: I want to spend my lifetime lovin' you
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| Monday, February 23rd, 2004 | | 7:04 pm |
Sorry blokes and duckies, I'm out of town for a couple of months, I'm off to visit a distant cousin or another, and they're in the countryside which means I won't be around [as if I were around when I was in town] hopefully when I get back my bloody pc will be available to use and not breaking down on me, infernal piece of bullocks.
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| Friday, February 6th, 2004 | | 5:47 pm |
I feel guilty, I've had the means to go onto AIM, and mingle again, especially with a certain few, but my computer, the bloody piece of machinery, has a great sense of irony and humour, just as I decide to be online more frequently it dies on me, therefore I am at an internet cafe writing this up... I apologize all those that want to talk to me, I'm not avoiding you, and I'd fancy a nice chat with you mates, all of you. My semester is over and now I have all the time in the world, yet I have nothing to do, I am so fucking bored! I want to talk to Gareth and Katie, and of Michael and Miguel... it's very tiresome, having all this time, I find myself going to sleep around 10 at night waking up at 2 in the afternoon, and yet I still feel like shit...*sigh* I need to find a life, any suggestions? Current Mood:  boredCurrent Music: Good Charlotte - Hold on
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| Tuesday, February 3rd, 2004 | | 4:19 pm |
I'm sorry...
I've though about alot of things, mainly death, seemingly I wander through those that have befriended me and I just want to apologize for everything, all the shit I've gone and put everyone through, the lies, the deceit, everything. I can't justify anything i've done, so I don't expect anyone to forgive me, and for all those people who think I am just trying to wiggle my way into another thing like with Gareth, I'm not and I'm sorry if you see it that way, I'm sorry... ( ooc ) Disclaimer
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| 3:53 pm |
It's been a while, most of you have forgotton me, I mean I surely would have, a fucked up bloke like myself, who'd really give more than two thoughts about me... Death is inevidentable, and as morbid as this may sound the security that it's promises is comforting, it's a sad truth, but it's truth which I've seen and deny to be rare. Perhaps this is just emptiness talking, perhaps I'm embracing something that has a time, perhaps I'm embracing it or want to embrace it earlier than nature intended, perhaps I'm just a completely pissed and full of shit, but nevertheless I just wanted to fill your mate's page with some random bollocks thank you Ben
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| Tuesday, December 23rd, 2003 | | 3:23 am |
Hey
Hello mates, and others I'd prefer not to be affiliated with but whatever, I'm still alive, oddly enough, just a gimp that's all, being shot in the leg doesn't do much for walking. I've been around mainly at school, I'm out for the holidays odd, I get out the day prior to Christmas eve, bloody system. I'm going to be home for most of the holidays, I think I may visit Michael and Miguel, I don't know what to get Miguel though, Savannah and Michael are SO easy to shop for and then I've got Miguel, who is so god damn picky about everything, and you know he'll say yeah it's nice I like with extreme lack of effort to even be a little ethuastic. GRRRRRRR seems I'm going back to shopping, if any one has any ideas for Miguel's present please help. Current Mood: awakeCurrent Music: some song by Tori amos I can't remember the name Disclaimer
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| Wednesday, December 17th, 2003 | | 8:05 pm |
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| Monday, December 8th, 2003 | | 5:25 pm |
FUCK EVERYONE FUCKING EVERYONE JUST GET AWAY FROM ME Current Mood:  pissed off | | Thursday, December 4th, 2003 | | 9:40 pm |
FUCK, I'm such I fucking git, why the bloody hell am I so irrational and neglects all the pieces until I've managed to screw up the fucking puzzle!!!!! Current Mood: stupidCurrent Music: Cold - Stupid Girl
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| Monday, December 1st, 2003 | | 9:20 pm |
I'm confused, if a guy doesn't want to finalize things for a relationship, and starts flirting with another girl, what does that mean Current Mood:  confusedCurrent Music: Bjork - There's more to life than this
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